Finally, the first snow for the winter of '09-'10! I was out with my mother at Costco and when we were exiting, we got a peek of the outside and the glorious white, flaky snow was falling!

You know what's coming next: Insane dragon snowboarding.

Everyone's favorite time of the year for eating candy has come around!

I've been doing some more art and I haven't posted it up on there yet, I'll post it in a bit.

Now, as you people know, I've gotten Ronnie the Dragon already. But I don't think I'll go out trick-or-treating this year. Know why?

Because I don't have anyone to go out with. I'm a loner And going out by yourself isn't any fun at all!

But to anyone that's going out tonight, please...refrain from taking too many Caramilks. I know all too well what happens if you do.

In a lighter mood, I'd like to wish all my friends and watchers a very happy Thanksgiving Weekend! For those that are eating turkey, I'm envious. For those that are greeting with family that you haven't met in a long time, hope it's a good one. For those that are reading this, you all just lost the game.

I don't think I'm doing anything...much...on Thanksgiving. But for the rest of you, have a good one!

On another note, fursuit is really close to completion. Hopefully it'll get here soon...

Back from my Christian Youth Retreat camp, it was a blast! Met soooo many new people from the five different churches that gathered together to become ONE, which was the theme for the christian retreat. Together as one unity, one in Christ, one in mission, one in healing, and one in Spirit. And other Christian stuff you probably will fall asleep reading about, so I'll just skip to the part where this morning, I slept in too late in my cabin and missed BREAKFAST! They had pancakes and sausages and none of my cabin-mates bothered to wake me up for it.

Now that I'm back, more boring school tommorow (and I mean boring not because it's school, but we do nothing of interest everyday...) and I'm feeling really tired. I'm getting seriously worried on how my fursuit progress is going because...well...it's a long story.

But anyways, too lazy to do my regular updates list. I still have much to work on for 's contest, and she will kill me for that. But I have to say something: I'm really losing my interest for the internet life, and for making art solely for putting it up on the internet. I read 's most recent journal and I feel what she does. Somehow, going on the net just seems so...blah, now.

Same goes for my writing life. There seems to be no interest in it for me anymore, and I don't know how to fix it. Alot of ideas I've been told I've tried, but they all don't work. If anyone even reads these journals...I'd appreciate some more advice.

I've been thinking about something. In a game that I own, when you don't communicate with your friends, both of you lose interest for each other and your relationships decrease.
I've noticed lately that I haven't been talking, or trying to talk to any of my friends that I've known for years, or newly-made friends. And when I think about it, I think our relationships are fading...probably because I don't find chatting for endless hours in a chatroom that appealing to me anymore. But I can't help the fact that I worry that all the good times that I've shared with people online will mean nothing if I don't keep my internet life up.
Just had to get that out...

Now I don't know how many of your actually take time to READ my journals. A while ago I based the number of people that read my journals on the number of comments (which was really few...and that broke me). Now I know that I shouldn't be the one to judge whether you read my journals or not, because we have not communicated in such a long time. So tell me, if you're reading this. Are you reading because we're still friends, or you just like my ramblings?

School's been lazy for me so far, which is a GOOD thing in my stature (any objections!?). But I've been beating my body so much with breakdancing and other wild things that most nights I just drop on my bed without getting on to socialize on the net. Bleh...and I have so many overdue things awaiting me, and they HAUNT me everyday whenever I see something related to them. Art...*shudders*

Well anyways, this weekend I won't be here, I'm off to an awesome, action-filled church retreat! I'm going to be ripping across a 700-ft. zip line, pwning at beach volleyball, and sniping some people with archery. That's just a few things that I'll be doing at this crazy camp over the weekend. I'll miss you all, and I'll try not to stress myself over the fact that everything I have is overdue...dang, why does it keep popping in my head?

Another fursuit update: My commisioner has been busy of late, she has college in her way, so after a few more messages she's told me that this coming weekend, when I'm gone, she will attempt to get a bunch of the remaining fursuit done. The head, pants and tail are done, what's left are the arms, feet, and hands. Hopefully they come out good...

Still anticipating Midwest FurFest 2009! Can't wait to meet all of you there, give lots of hugs and get to party together!

By the way, if I get Ronnie before Halloween, I might just take him out for a stroll. Might see if Cornwall The Dragon is doing anything on Halloween night, if him and I can prowl the haunted streets together as two scarely-cute dragons.

I've been rambling again, but I know you all love my journals...you do, don't you?